Goodbye my love

Tonight at 1 o'clock my husband died in my arms, fighting until his last second.
He was a wonderful husband and an even better good friend to me. He did his best to raise Heidi as a good father and his grandsons adored him.
His disease was long and painfull, he never gave up though, always cheered everyone up, I am so proud of him.
I have no more words today, he gave his body to science, so people can come and give their last goodbyes this evening. Tomorrow he goes to university.
Next week there will be a civil remembrance, we have no religious thoughts. He wanted a big party for all his friends and I will give it for him.
His collegues at work admired him for his work, his kindness to everyone from low to high, for his cheerfulness.
As a musician, he laid his hearth and soul to give the best sound in his instrument.
I will miss him so ...